Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Wow how time flys!!!

Well today is my baby girls birthday. 11 years ago today, she came into my world, and changed my life. She had to be taken a few weeks early because she had kidney problems. She was diagnosed with hydronaphrosis of the kidney. Basically her urator tube was not connected to her bladder. Long story short, she had two surgeries before she was a year old and is now 100% healthy. She has become such a great kid. She loves horses, loves to dance and is a great big sister. Even though she cried when I told her I was having a boy, she still loves him! She changed my life in so many ways, and I wouldnt change that for the world!!! Happy birthday kid, I love ya!!!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


You know, I keep typing about how bad things are going for us. I keep wondering will it ever get better, and in all this I have forgotten to stop and think about the good things in my life. I have 2 great kids, yes sometimes I get stressed at them, but what parents dont? I have a husband that IS working his rear off, unfortunately because of past things, it just doesnt help us. I have a great family who is always there. A family that goes and does things together, supports each other. We are all healthy for the post part, which is a blessing in its self. My parents are older but they are doing great. Money is the root of all evil, and it makes us forget what good we have. I do appreciate that I have a great house for my kids to grow up in. I am thankful that I am living in the place I want to be. I know things will get better and everyone keeps saying God only gives you what you can handle, so apparently God knows I am stronger than what I am being right now. So it is time I suck it up and be that strong person God knows I am. I want everyone to stop and think about how blessed they are to have what they have. This is something I should have done long ago.